First, I often use this as a forum to rant and scream at a seemingly uncaring universe. Don't be too alarmed by any despair and gloom that issue forth, as it's a way for me to vent. Not that you shouldn't worry: if it's geting bad enough I can't control the stress levels and have to scream, things are probably pretty bad for me.
Second, this journal originated as an in-character journal for my Changeling character. I felt guilty just letting it languish, so I've been using it since. The older posts are in-character, and do not reflect the views of the management.